| This term I will not write something each week, but only when there is something to say or to show, something new – so there will very likely be rather more at the beginning. (The page from the first term is still available, if someone needs to be filled in.) | 16 Jan 2010: While classes only started again on 12 January, we had four days of preparation and staff training. I arrived on the first morning of that, missing only the first talk, from the Headmaster – which happened to be the one in which male teachers were told they had to wear a tie to work. Although I had only slept six hours in the previous three days, since leaving New York, I functioned well enough, I think. There were a number of new teachers, including some wazungu, (the plural of muzungu) to improve the teaching of the IB, one of whom has already left, after two weeks in the country. He seemed fine at school, but seems to have found life here too difficult, too different. Other elderly Canadians seem to thrive on that ... |
| My main worry for the first few days was that I did not have a place to stay – I had hoped that Joseph and/or Tadeo would have a place lined up when I arrived. So I stayed with friends during the first five days, while for a few hours every evening we went hunting for a place for me to rent. This involved meeting various 'commissioners' and being taken by them to a number of places. The very first one that Tadeo and I looked at was really nice, but too big for me – a compound in Nyamirambo, a lively part of town, with a two-room and a three-room house, each with inside toilet/bath, and a separate kitchen building. Unfortunately, by the time we had looked at a few more places, and Tadeo had decided that he would quite like to take the small house and we'd share the rent, another party had apparently already put down a deposit. Very sad: all the other places we looked at over the next few days were rather run down and/or less conveniently located. So we were extremely pleased when Tadeo got a call, some days later, that the place was still available after all. So that is where we are now living. |
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| For 14 hours there had been an option of a very different kind of place. On Friday evening, while walking in town, a car had stopped next to me – which happens quite regularly, since taxi drivers always assume that I want to hire them. But this time it was a small SUV, and the person behind the wheel was Patrick, a Rwandan guy whom I had taught at AC eight years ago, and who, as I had vaguely heard, had come to Rwanda (not: back to Rwanda) two years ago and is doing business here. We spent the rest of the afternoon and the evening together, and I met some of his friends. And some time, around dusk, he negotiated for me to rent a luxurious, fully furnished, Western style two-floor apartment, just around the corner from where we are now, at half (!) the asking price; (that half being precisely what we are paying here, RFr 200,000 or $ 350.) The condition was that I'd pay four months' rent in advance. I only had three months' rent with me, but we made a contract with the son of the owner that I would pay the rest on Monday. That night I stayed at Patrick's, down the road, but the next morning, just before going out for business, he told me that my RFr 600,000 had been returned very early, since the condition had been that I pay not only in advance but immediately. – As it happened, I had had second thoughts about the place anyhow: it would have made quite the wrong impression, both on us and on others, and it would at that price have been limited to those four months – and I did not fancy having to look for a place again in May. Fortunately, just a few hours later we were able to sign for the place where we are now, and the next day we moved: we hired a small truck to bring Tadeo's stuff and the bed, shelf and two chairs, which I had bought with Tadeo's help at a road-side 'shop', to our place. |
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| One of my concerns when looking for a place had been how to get to school every morning. Here one of the school buses stops on the main road just outside our place. I have to get up only 15 minutes earlier in the morning than last term. In the evening it is a rather longer trek to come home, but I pass through town on the way and go to Nyamirambo, which are places that last term I had ended up in a few times a week anyhow. And this place certainly is not as quiet as Kacyiru where I used to have my room ... At the moment the main road outside is being rebuilt, but it should be great when it is all done, hopefully soon (– after all, this is Rwanda.) | Another thing I had aimed for was being able to give Pascal the option to live and work here, a bit, while continuing his education. (Some friends of mine offered to pay his fees so that he could return to school.) He seemed very happy with the idea, so he has a small room in my house, while still working for an Indian family for one more week. And he has already done an outstanding job when we were moving a week ago and the new place had to be cleaned up, and his cooking is very good too. |
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17 Jan 2010: Having bought a table/desk this morning, I feel that at least one room is now fully furnished – Pascal's still only has a mattress and a contraption to hang clothes, and the largest one, into which one comes from outside, is completely bare, and will be for a few more weeks, until I can buy a sofa and armchair set: when I have money again, I hope to find something less ostentatious than is common here. – As I have mentioned, this is an expensive country: the table/desk, though a pretty rough piece of furnture, cost RFr 45,000 (= $ 80: without Tadeo it might have been above $ 100) plus RFr 4000 for the delivery.
– Apart from my living arrangements, what has improved the quality of my life here the most, compared with last term, are the mp3-player and the speakers I brought from Berlin: when I was there in November, I had made files of 75 of my CDs. (Since the player has a radio as well, Pascal makes good use of it too.) |
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23 Jan 2010: At school things have continued a bit chaotic, or at least in flux, though we are gradually dealing with various clashes and 'pressure points', such as a class having more than 30 pupils. One evening I only left after 6pm, having helped Daniel with a computer a friend has leant him – feels like I have done that quite a bit recently, at the expense of talking to him, almost. Hmmm. The respect I am shown, like being called a 'computer-guru' and finding myself described, loudly, as able to teach any subject by a colleague at lunch, is something that I will have to live with, I suppose, very uncomfortable though I find it. – Will be running a weekly Web Design and Programming activity from 3.30 to 5pm from next Monday. Students here clearly very keen on it, am sorry I had to restrict it to 12 from grade 12.
– The resurfacing of the road near the house still leads to long detours of the 'taxis' over parallel roads, which have become so dusty that a car that has been left there for a day is covered with a thick reddish-brown layer. One evening I ended up taking a 15-minute detour and had to guess where to get off as we were coming from the opposite direction. – But getting back in the afternoons will be easier from next week: there will be a school bus back to this area, at 5.15, and I am aiming not to leave later than that in future. – Today is Pascal's last day working for the Indian family; he had been a bit worried how they would take it when he told them that he would stop, but that seems to have gone alright. Next week he will have to look for a school in the area and enroll. – Domestic arrangements in our compound are all settled now, I continue to be extremely pleased with how this has worked out. Have met up with a couple of new guys these weeks too, but not seen Joseph for some time, who has been a bit sick, and David not since last term. – Something that surprised me at dinner one evening: Tadeo and I had to tell Pascal about the 9/11 attacks, which he had never heard about, although he did know about al'Qaeda. |
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Back to school: on Thursday, instead of the last lesson, there was an Assembly, with "a big surprise for all of you," which turned out to be a semi-professional Rwandan dance group. Very nice, and quite distinctive: in many of the dances, accompanied by drumming and singing, the upper bodies of the dancers 'glide', with arms outspread like wings, while the feet and legs move rhythmically; at other times, quick turns of the body are accompanied by sudden jerks of the head, which in one dance were amplified by long white 'hair' attached to the dancers' heads. It looked slightly odd when a very tall student in school uniform and a teacher wearing a tie joined in, but they certainly knew what they were doing!
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| 01 Feb 2010: An odd thought that keeps coming back: that it is winter in the places where people are reading this – and where I would be if I wasn't here. Odd partly perhaps because it had always been summer in Europe when I was in Africa. |
Today was Hero's Day in Rwanda, very serious, all shops closed until the afternoon, with discussions of heroism on the radio and supposedly in each community, and an address from the President on radio and TV at noon.
Today Pascal and I went to the school where he will be starting tomorrow, about 30 minutes' walk from here. Looks neat and well-organised. The Headmaster and Principal seemed a bit reluctant to talk to me. Pascal explained that it was a language issue: when he was registering last week – for a specialisation in Computing, Economics and Management – and I happened to call him, the staff around were all surprised that he was able to have a conversation in English. Today was also very hot, probably the hottest day I have experienced in Rwanda: too hot for me to eat anything other than bread and jam for lunch, but Pascal cooked for himself. There has been no rain for a while now. When it got a bit cooler we went to town but still did not get the gas cooker, which will work a lot better and faster than Tadeo's kerosene stove that Pascal has been using to prepare our meals. – Last week at school we decided to set up remedial classes in English and Maths – badly needed by many students, I am afraid, mostly in the lower grades – to start next week, and I have been asked to coordinate the programme. So on most days I will be leaving on the 5.15 school bus, to arrive home around 6, instead of leaving on my own around 4 and arriving before 5. I think I am getting paid separately for that. Last week, with the heat and lack of rain, the fine red dust from the roadworks in the area became very annoying, we sneeze and sniffle with it, and it settles everywhere, even inside the house. Probably a few more weeks during which it is hardly worth trying to keep up with cleaning. Last week, when Daniel came to visit, for the first time, we spent much of the evening listening to classical music: even educated people here generally know nothing and have no interest – but he had asked. And Joseph dropped in a couple of times, feeling better now, but still not taking beer. Last week, Pascal had a friend stay for some days, who not only made himself very useful around the place, but also helped him look for a school, and went with him to his previous (boarding) school to collect his school certificates, after paying his outstanding fees from when he was last a student, in 2008: a four-hour trip each way, including 1 1/2 hours on the back of a bike. |
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17 Feb 2010: Things have continued much the same, am well-settled, precisely half-way through this term, although with my limited, local income I have still not been able to buy a sofa set for the living room. Some changes in routine, since Pascal often returns to school for some more studying and only comes back from school an hour or so after me, with our evening often finishing with some maths or English. Am now also passing on sponsorship to a friend of his, the one who came to stay for a few days three weeks ago: Benjamin was ready to enter S6, the last year of school, but he has a sister who was about to enter S1, and the family felt that it was more important to pay for her. About $ 100 pays for tuition and boarding for a term at his school!
– On some days, the weather has been very unusual, apparently, ranging from being too hot and humid to being much too wet. While I was meeting with Daniel on Sunday afternoon, for coffee and to look at his new place, much closer to school, (so he is more happy and less stressed) there was a bit of rain; but when I came back to my place, less than 5 km away, there had been the heaviest downpour and the worst wind for many months – talking of microclimate! Luckily the dirt in this part of Africa is such that the major road outside the house, which is still being resurfaced, has not turned into a mud bath even in heavy rain. And as I wrote before, things – roads, laundry – always dries remarkably quickly. But other days have been spring-like and pleasant. – When I got into a 'taxi' last weekend outside my house, the gentleman who took the seat next to me started to talk to me – in pretty good German. After some time I asked him how he knew that I was German, and he said that he did not live far away and had asked around about me. – Have met with more people, like a friend of Thomas's who is here for a few months. But also Augustine who has come back for a holiday from doing business in Angola: he is the person who I started to talk to at Nairobi Airport the first time I came to Kigali, through whom I then met some of the other people I am still hanging out with, and whom I subsequently saw twice in Dubai on my way to visiting Arnold in Dar. When we talked yesterday it seemed to me that he, Augustine, did not understand well why I am here: he mentioned things like the weather and the food and having the luxury of a houseboy, which in Europe I of course wouldn't, (I said something about washing machines etc.) and was wondering why I would not move to a much better paying international school. I think his view is influenced by how he thinks of his own life and by what he wants to achieve for himself. (On the right I have copied a passage from a book that I feel expresses well – albeit in a more intense, emotional manner than I am quite comfortable with – why I like being here.)
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Westerners arriving in Africa for the first time are always struck by its beauty and size – even the sky seems higher. And they often find themselves suddenly cracked open. They lose inhibitions, feel more alive, more themselves, and they begin to understand why, until then, they have only half lived. In Africa the essentials of existence – light, earth, water, food, birth, family, love, sickness, death – are more immediate, more intense. Visitors suddenly realize what life is for. To risk a huge generalization: amid our wasteful wealth and time-pressed lives we have lost human values that still abound in Africa. Back at home in London I sometimes ask visiting Africans what strikes them most about the way Londoners live. Suni Umar, a journalist from ... northern Nigeria, gives a typical answer: "People walk so fast. And they don't talk to each other. Even first thing in the morning they do not greet one another. ..." ... When Suni goes home to Nigeria and tells that tale [of someone in London just walking off when asked the way] they will not believe him. There they know that some Europeans are not kind to Africans, but to be so trivially inhuman to each other is shocking. Even in London or New York or Paris, Africans do not easily lose the habit of catching your eye as you pass. Raise an eyebrow in greeting and a flicker of a smile starts in their eyes. A small thing? No. It is the prize that Africa offers the rest of the world: humanity. Richard Dowden, Africa: Altered
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08 Mar 2010: Today is an unexpected holiday – nobody seems to have known that it would be Women's Day: I found out from a text that I got on Sunday from Gaspard, the Assistant Headmaster, and Pascal had to call one of his profs. That teacher had come visit him (or me?) last week, on his way home from school: at a staff meeting at that school, where teachers were reminded to speak only English in their classes, the headmaster apparently said that there were students from countries where they don't speak French or Kinyarwanda, and that there was even "one student who has a muzungu father." – I had been worried, though only slightly, how Pascal would cope with his studies, but the first tests suggest that he will be fine.
– Some of you might have read about the grenade attacks in the centre of Kigali, one about three weeks ago, the other last week, killing one person and injuring dozens of others. No one has claimed responsibility, but everyone seems to agree that they are connected with the Presidential elections coming up in August: some groups may be trying to demonstrate that not all is as well in the country as it may seem. When these incidents were reported in the West, there was mention of criticisms from Amnesty International and, I think, Human Rights Watch that the political opposition in Rwanda was being harrassed. I am afraid that from here the opposition looks decidedly nasty: having asked around, I have not been able to discover any policies that they might be putting forward, no area where they might be offering an alternative to the government – in fact they don't seem to have raised any issues other than ones concerning the genocide, which they seem to want to exploit, regardless of the danger to the country, to gain power. It rather reminds me of Robert Mugabe, when he found that his popularity was waning, 'playing the race-card': for no apparent reason the white farmers, with whom he had happily worked for more than a decade, became the enemy, accused of being supported by colonial Britain, and so on. – I have been impressed when I have heard the President talk on the radio – in fact I know Paul Kagame's voice better than that of Gordon Brown or of Angela Merkel, who I only know from brief sound clips. He is very clever. Like when in a recent news conference, instead of accusing France of not doing enough to help prosecute those accused of master-minding the genocide, he stated that as long as justice was done, it did not matter where such people were tried, whether in France or in Rwanda – implicitly placing Rwanda at the same level as France, and in that way countering allegations that such people would not get a fair trial here. |
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Even yesterday and today our compound is shaking heavily every few minutes. The road outside is just a week or two from being finished, using a mixture of heavy machines and a lot of men with shovels, all supervised by chain-smoking Chinese. It has already been tarred down to about 1 km from where we are. Things have been slowed down by some very heavy rains, which have kept washing away some of the dirt and gravel that had been put down and levelled, but I am not sure that some better planning might not have prevented most of that.
– Talking of planning, I have had to make plans and get my plane tickets as far ahead as November already. So from mid-June to the beginning of August I will be in Europe and for two weeks in Japan – I have usually gone there every two years, but missed last summer, because of moving and so on. Which means that I won't be going/coming to the US until the winter. I had hoped to have more time in August, since the third term only starts on the 12th, but I have been asked to join the school's management team for a retreat in a very nice place, by Lake Kivu I think, to do some long-term planning. Before then I will be in Berlin in April for the two weeks of Easter and Genocide Memorial Weeks, with two days in the UK on the way back – if I was not going 'home' now, I would not have been there for more than six months. – I have come to quite like some songs that have been played a lot on the radio, by Rwandan artists, like Igipimo (6Mb) and Mubwire (4Mb), two songs by Meddy. (You may have to right-click on the link and save the .mp3-file.) | |
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22 Mar 2010: John P asked me, in view of all the pictures here, about my "new fascination with" road construction. Well, for one, I have always been intrigued by how things work, and so I am interested in how a road is built; (it is simpler here of course than in many places in Europe or the US, because there is no danger of water freezing under the road surface and pushing it up. But all the main roads are sloping to the left or the right, so that the water during the often heavy rains can run off into the drains, which are usually open and run alongside the road.) But the roadworks are also a communal event, many local residents stand around and watch, and a number of times people have started brief conversations. And there is a large amount of pleasure in seeing things progressing so well, perhaps almost a kind of pride: this is not what most people would expect of Africa.
– Many T-shirts here are fun to read, probably left-over stock that has been sold here cheaply. Like one about a 2002 'pub-crawl' somewhere in the UK. – There is an area close to the school where every morning we pass many cars on the side of the road being washed by houseboys. On most days, I am sure, most of the cars were completely clean. – I am very much looking forward to my first visitor from outside Rwanda: Eric-Jan will be coming for five days at the end of April, after a couple of weeks in Kenya and Uganda. |
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Another friend of Pascal's came to visit this weekend. I had met Laurien in the village last term, he is 16 but has been living on his own since his mother died two years ago; Pascal has been his 'mentor' since then and helped him out. Although he is only in Senior 2, his English is surprisingly good: apparently Pascal has always emphasised how important it is. He walks to school, 40 minutes each way, and is getting very good grades, but has been sent away by the headmaster a few times this term, for not having paid his school fees. So, I have ... etc.
– I like Pascal's friends from his village whom I have met – he has lived there nearly all his life and has found himself good people, I guess. They are modest and funny, clever and hard-working: there is a saying here, "On the first two days you are a guest, but on the third day you pick up the hoe" – these friends have 'picked up the hoe' as soon as they have arrived. Like him, they all have siblings, but none of them have parents. So I think I will end up paying school fees for four people, (mostly with money from my friends: thanks a lot!) | |
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02 Apr 2010: I am at the airport in Kigali, waiting for my greatly delayed flight; I hope I will make the connection in Nairobi. Kenya Airways call themselves "The Pride of Africa" – my experience is more of "The Emarrassment of Africa": when you hire a baggage handler, there may not be much harm done if you hire somebody's nephew, but if you appoint top managers to run an airline or an airport in the same kind of way, this is what you get.
– Two big events this week. One was a student-organised charity evening at the school, which raised close to $ 3000 for CAS projects. The Miss and Mr GHA contest was not much to write home about, (or mention in a non-blog ...) but the appearance of two major local musicians, including Meddy, to two of whose tracks there are links above, certainly was. I had to be there, like all teachers, for crowd control, (not much of which was required ...) but I had a very good time, and was able to invite Pascal, on the day on which he finished his end-of-term exams, who of course loved it. – The other was the arrival, only two days late and still two days before I left, of the sofa set that I had made: the wood and the covering African, but without the pompous sides and backs that are popular here. So now we can receive certain visitors, like Pascal's sister when she comes some time, more formally, instead of having them sit on my bed. (For most visitors it does not matter ...) – The exams at his school having finished too, Benjamin came yesterday evening, and he and Pascal 'pushed' me today when I came to the airport. Pushing someone is common, and sometimes involves walking almost all the way home with someone who has come to visit you. It is something that I got used to in Tanzania, but even some students at AC did it, and not only Africans, when they were comfortable with someone. – The last few days I really felt it was time to go away. I had been working on the on-line report writing, and was of course slightly worried if it would all work, especially with the inconsistent internet connections we have. (Everything worked very well, and the system is popular with my colleagues.) But thinking about it I also realised that I had for decades not been in one place for so long: terms at AC are longer, but I had managed to go away at least once each term, by plane for a weekend or on a Choir Tour abroad. |
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